Problem

its all about me, mak and problem..

since in boarding school followed by matriculation college, and early semester in university...

i never missed to tell mak about my problem..

well sometimes i think it really annoy mak..hee.. 

mak keep saying this word, 

 "Acu.. udah le tuu masalahnye,, mak pun susah hati dengo citer kamu..cuba buat sesuatu yg mak tak rasa susah hati..." 

i am a stubborn girl.. well, i dont care about it..and keep story those uninteresting news to mak.. =.='

unfortunately, my stubborn deeds not even make me feel calm on anything i do.. and it makes the problem that i faces grew bigger and bigger.... 

then i think......

             and think.... and this quote really makes me think on what i have done to mak..

                                              رضى الله في رضى الوالدين ، وسخط الله في سخط الوالدين.

 Terjemahan: Redha Allah adalah pada redha kedua ibu bapa, dan murka Allah adalah pada murka ibu bapa.

maybe i frequently makes mak 'susah hati' and 'tak senang duduk', Allah close all the solutions for my problem.. and at the end i will forever live with problems ... Nauzubillah = (

slowly i learn ....

now, as the time passed.. and i know, i getting older and can think wisely ..

the conversation about problem with mak seems faded away.. 

yeah, because i make a limitation for myself when talking to mak.. 

the limitation is, trying my best not to story about problem to mak.. 

when talking with mak, i will talk with a cheerful voice..

and when mak ask about study..i will just reply..ok, alhamdulillah..

eventhough i feel im not really understand on a certain subjects in class.. 

and Alhamdulillah. at this point.. i found a bit of happiness for my soul..

and the moron called 'problem' seems running away for me.. 

Syukur .. 

p/s: rindu kuttttttttt kat mak abahh...wuwuwuwuwu~~~~~~~..thanks kak nyah sbb dtg melaka :)